Cosby was amazing, the party was amazing, lots of drinking to be had. Oh and I did my share of drinking. Now I'm in a big quandary... Do I move up here or do I stay at home and keep wasting away to nothing. Really I don't think there's much of and issue, the choice is pretty obvious. So I think I'm going to do it. Give me a few months to get my shit in order back home and figure out if the cons outweigh the pros. Fuck!! I'm just confused. But then again, if you know me, you already knew that. And then I met someone, someone up here, someone that I'd really like to get to know better, someone who is intelligent and beautiful. Someone that I just have to write about. But as usual being the pessimist that I am, I don't have a chance. I just want to make sure that I never lose touch with this person. Wow, ever since I started this little web page, my life has become an open book. But if I didn't want to let people in and read about me then I guess I wouldn't keep posting here. So, my life is at an impasse. I don't really know what I want to do. I'm waffling as it were. And here I sit, watching "High Fidelity" awaiting Matt, who is at work right now. It's a great movie but it makes me realize that all I've ever done is lose different women in my life. Why can't I... nevermind, I really don't want to get into that. So I will leave this as my post, I'm in DeKalb, I'm having a great time and will be back in town tomorrow evening.
Well everyone, it's been awhile. Slight updates. I played a gig, DJing, it wasn't the best but it was interesting and it kicked my butt into gear to do more. I also recieved a disk with more software for music making from one of the guys we did the show with in Cincy. All great software!!! And now I'm up in DeKalb visiting my brother at NIU. Going to see Bill Cosby speak tonight and then have a big party tomorrow marking the start of schoool up here. Meeting all kinds of new people. Went to a departmental meeting for the English department here at NIU. It was very interesting to see the inner workings of a department at a higher education institution. And it has made me decide that I do need to go back to school, and do it soon. When and where, well that's still up in the air. NIU is still up in the running, good Theatre and great English programs, both of which interest me. But I'm just not sure if I can apply myself to the school work. sigh... More thoughts to come later. More updates... My Father is doing very well, keeping on top of he rehab, and taking it easy. I never thought it would be difficult to tell an 80 year old man that he can't do something, HA!!! But he knows that things just aren't as easy as they used to be and he has calmed down a bit. I think thats all the updates for the time being. I think I'm going to go find something to occupy my time for a little more time before things get off the ground this evening. Goodbye for now, Blogland.
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